You Think You’re Ready For It? Let’s Go.

Please, for respect of me, and my mental state atm, if you don't first hear the full song/lyrics...and understand that is, again, word for word me... please do not continue reading. Even if you have heard it a trillion times... This one time playing; if you want inside my mind and heart; or a ...gateway … Continue reading You Think You’re Ready For It? Let’s Go.

Are You Broken and/or Judged on Your Past, Too? Here’s My Plan. You’re not alone.

Nor are you necessarily "bad"- changing behaviors, appreciated or not, acknowledged or not, doing your best, but getting nothing but shit all still means you are trying and that is a hell of a lot more than most people can say. With that said, don't be so quick to blame yourself. Words are beautiful; especially … Continue reading Are You Broken and/or Judged on Your Past, Too? Here’s My Plan. You’re not alone.

Ramblings

I find myself feeling very sad and guilty that I am unable to focus on what are very important tasks in my activism. I am not sure if this is an accurate statement or if this is just my attempt to make myself feel better, but I recall when I was 13 or so someone … Continue reading Ramblings

The Curse of The Past & Future

Dr. Fox talks about one big challenge for borderlines (and I suppose any severe mental illness) is when we make progress and step forward, those around us push us down. Expecting the same thing as before, they give nothing positive and cry out in a manner that is trying to predict the future; a future … Continue reading The Curse of The Past & Future