The other half is a bit more in depth and a hell of a lot longer in regards to post length so.... I just hope I can revive that part of myself. Fear guards me. Fear that stems from self hate, I believe. I want to go back to the days of being in a … Continue reading When/Why I Believe Half of My Fighting Spirit Died….
Category: Betrayal
The Forgotten Importance of Familiarity
"It wore the tread of visitors trickling in and out to spend time with us. It echoed the crying — it amplified the laughter. It kept bending and creasing, like a giant old sweatshirt, to be exactly what we needed when we didn’t even know what we needed."See link below. That quote is so perfect; the emotion, the … Continue reading The Forgotten Importance of Familiarity
Falling Inside The Black
There is no understanding of what it is to lose control. Perhaps it is just too far beyond others comprehension, that a mental illness can actually cause severely disrupting problems... Or, maybe they are just too good to be bothered by it. Maybe everything was just a joke and a lie all along. I don't … Continue reading Falling Inside The Black
Just What the Doctor Ordered... 