Sad, but Anger Protects Me: A Post on Relationships and the Myth of Mental Illness and Lack of Intelligence

I think it is amazing that people can "accept" (as much as they can) that I have issues controlling my anger when I am hurt; yet, when things are hard for them, my mental health is supposed to magically get better and my reactive behaviors of course are supposed to cease. I am very well … Continue reading Sad, but Anger Protects Me: A Post on Relationships and the Myth of Mental Illness and Lack of Intelligence

Always to be an Orphan… Unnoticed

A rant written on my iPhone in the emergency room a few days ago, while waiting to learn how the woman I view as a mother was going to fair. There are other "parental" emotions and such involved but I won't go into those details. I am simply posting this because I hope it will serve the purpose of … Continue reading Always to be an Orphan… Unnoticed

I Feel It ALL- Make It GO AWAY… I’m Sorry…

I have a post that I guess is more informative and interesting... But that'll be later posted. This is a spontaneous, pointless rant out of fear... A painful fear I can't explain. I didn't think of how death of a loved one would impact me as someone with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) until someone very … Continue reading I Feel It ALL- Make It GO AWAY… I’m Sorry…