My Self Worth & Value Depends On Inanimate Objects; Any Thoughts On What This Means?

I do not know if it is trauma related, bpd or some other mental illness related behavior; but I think it's time I open up about something I am ashamed of, yet at this moment know to be solid truth. First, let me state; I am not a particularly materialistic person. However, I have always … Continue reading My Self Worth & Value Depends On Inanimate Objects; Any Thoughts On What This Means?

Who I Am… Sort Of.

A reality I hate, but my reality nevertheless. First, I guess given this is my first post I will do a brief introduction. I am a female, an addict and terrified. I say with shame (due to societies misunderstanding, I believe) I have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)- (self destructive). It hurts when I tell people … Continue reading Who I Am… Sort Of.